two nights in a row!

I am really tired, but I am really trying to do this nightly.  Tonight is going to be short for sure!
Did I mention I was tired? I have a to do list that is a mile long and seems like it is getting longer, it takes me forever to accomplish anything these days.  Cleaning and Laundry aren't even on the list... I feel like the only time I can get things done is when Brett is home and then I feel bad because I want to spend time with him and not just dump the baby on him.  So I RUSH to accomplish something of priority, most of the time it starts with a shower. Did I mention Brett is always tired too, so he is ready for bed by the time he gets home, which makes me even more rushed because my window is so small before I feel bad that I am keeping him awake.   Every other night bath time with Andy has to fit into that time too... It is a two person job because I didn't buy the infant bath tub I bought a seat, but our bath tubs are too deep to sit outside of so one of us has to get in with him and the other has to be ready with towels when finished... When will this end.  This blog was dumb, but I feel rushed even when the boys are sleeping, because well the clock is ticking for me to get in bed to clock some ZZZZZ's before Andy wakes up for a bottle! I can't wait for the day he sleeps all night and can be put down during the day! not that I want to rush him in growing, he is already getting too big!